I hate what drugs do to people. I hate how they change. I hate how they get in trouble. I hate how they can’t have fun without it, or so they think. I hate how they choose it over me. I hate that I don’t do them. I hate getting put in awkward situations because I don’t. I hate being someone’s sober friend. I just HATE all of it. And yet, I’m friends with people that do these things becuase I honestly feel like I have no other choice. It’s either deal with it, or don’t have friends. But at this point, I’m better off just not having friends. I hate this feeling I have. This hateful feeling. But I never express it, becuase I can’t tell peolpe how to live their lives, it’s not my place. I think I’m just done.
Hands Down (acoustic) - Dashboard Confessional